In the previous post I mentioned it would be the last entry about Madeleine, but I have since changed my mind.
This story is important enough to warrant a proper epilogue; a swan song if you like, so here it is.
I allowed my resentment to rule my head and as a result reported this matter in a far too personal manner.
I will now redress the balance.
Despite all that has happened, Madeleine was a very special person in my life and always will be remembered as such.
I loved her deeply, and mentioned it many times in this blog.
I was besotted by her beauty and smitten with her smile.
I liked her attitude to many important things in life. We were compatible on many levels and had lots in common.
We had a meaningful and loving relationship and shared many wonderful moments together.
I was heartbroken with the way we parted- but I helped bring about our demise.
Madeleine lit up my life in many different ways. For that I am eternally grateful.
I share the blame for our break-up. For that I am eternally sorry.
Madeleine was and still is, a very good person. I wouldn't change the last four years for anything. I just wish we had made each other happier.
Now I can and will move on to other subjects... other stories... other settings... other people.